Honestly... I've thought about giving up a lot of times. I even tried.
The only reason I'm still going... is because... every time I tried, so many people forced their way back into my life. I still have... friends and family here. In the end I... couldn't abandon them. And now... now I have both Byakuya's and Ardyn's expectations to carry.
So... I'm not surprised. It's... a lot to live with. I wouldn't blame anyone for feeling that way. But... even so... if it got to that point... It would be my turn to be the one bothering everyone and doing... whatever I could to keep them alive.
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Honestly... I've thought about giving up a lot of times. I even tried.
The only reason I'm still going... is because... every time I tried, so many people forced their way back into my life. I still have... friends and family here. In the end I... couldn't abandon them. And now... now I have both Byakuya's and Ardyn's expectations to carry.
So... I'm not surprised. It's... a lot to live with. I wouldn't blame anyone for feeling that way. But... even so... if it got to that point... It would be my turn to be the one bothering everyone and doing... whatever I could to keep them alive.