[Holding hands isn't gay enough. Junpei sits up on his knees because it's the only way he's tall enough to gather Church to his chest. Who the hell lets humans get this large, seriously?]
I. I get it. ...I'm goddamn terrified. If I forget again, the things that happened here--or back in the mansion, or earlier...
I'm not afraid of who I'll be. But what I'll do... I don't know. But.
But I do know, you'll always be--be my brother. And my best friend. Whoever you are, it's always going to be someone I... like. And trust, and care about. ...Fuck it, Church, I love you, all right?
[Junpei holds onto him fiercely, like that admission's strong enough on its own to keep him here.]
And... if, you know. [He takes a deep breath.] If you do... I won't follow you. I'll--I'll keep at this as long as I can, work it from this side, until I can get you and Dad and Yuuri back out. And get all our memories back. So don't worry about me.
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[Holding hands isn't
gayenough. Junpei sits up on his knees because it's the only way he's tall enough to gather Church to his chest. Who the hell lets humans get this large, seriously?]I. I get it. ...I'm goddamn terrified. If I forget again, the things that happened here--or back in the mansion, or earlier...
I'm not afraid of who I'll be. But what I'll do... I don't know. But.
But I do know, you'll always be--be my brother. And my best friend. Whoever you are, it's always going to be someone I... like. And trust, and care about. ...Fuck it, Church, I love you, all right?
[Junpei holds onto him fiercely, like that admission's strong enough on its own to keep him here.]
And... if, you know. [He takes a deep breath.] If you do... I won't follow you. I'll--I'll keep at this as long as I can, work it from this side, until I can get you and Dad and Yuuri back out. And get all our memories back. So don't worry about me.