[He swallows an apology. Man, they don't make Hallmark cards for 'sorry I tried to murder you in cold blood', huh?]
I did something impulsive. I--shit. I can't fucking keep it together, Xander, I can't, and whatever you did, it's--it makes you a danger, but god, that's not--that can't be the way I try fixing anything, I'm sorry.
...At least there's an infirmary. When we get back. [If.] I'll clean you up. Jesus, it's the least I can do.
Just. Let's. [His hand is still on Xander's neck, and he suddenly removes it--only to grab onto Xander's arm instead. It's dark, he doesn't want to lose someone that apparently has decided to trust him for now.] We gotta figure out where the fuck your sabotage thing took us. Can you use it again, or was that like a one-time thing?
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[He swallows an apology. Man, they don't make Hallmark cards for 'sorry I tried to murder you in cold blood', huh?]
I did something impulsive. I--shit. I can't fucking keep it together, Xander, I can't, and whatever you did, it's--it makes you a danger, but god, that's not--that can't be the way I try fixing anything, I'm sorry.
...At least there's an infirmary. When we get back. [If.] I'll clean you up. Jesus, it's the least I can do.
Just. Let's. [His hand is still on Xander's neck, and he suddenly removes it--only to grab onto Xander's arm instead. It's dark, he doesn't want to lose someone that apparently has decided to trust him for now.] We gotta figure out where the fuck your sabotage thing took us. Can you use it again, or was that like a one-time thing?