Are we really going to start shouting when we're probably on a FUCKING TIME LIMIT?!

[Deep breath.]

...Choromatsu said we could find some way to fix it before the poison set in, and I just...let it happen. I didn't even try to fight it, because even I doubted the shit I'd been saying all week. Worse yet, I accepted it because what if it had been you that walked into that kitchen instead of me?

I'm a stupid self-sacrificing idiot, and you should be furious I left you after I said I'd not do anything stupid.