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Matsuno Choromatsu ([personal profile] shikosuki) wrote in [community profile] theairlock2018-02-17 08:58 pm
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So if 22 people were out in space and majority of them indirectly killed 1 with rocks is that

[ SO THAT... SURE HAPPENED. And not only was it an emotional rollercoaster, it got downright terrifying at the end. Right now Choromatsu honestly wants to go curl up in a ball in his room forever and for a little while he does, just trying to process what he had just seen. But something keeps him from well... not doing that for the rest of the day. Maybe it's the empty stomach, maybe it's still wanting to prove he's not useless, maybe it's Fukawa praising him for putting together a meeting last time... or maybe he just very badly doesn't want to be alone right now after all. Either way, after a while of laying around he grabs the frog stationery he's been using and start writing some notes. ]


Hey
I know that was really terrible. But I think now is when we should really stick together. Show that bastard he and his bosses can't shake us. Even if you don't agree, you don't have to be alone if you don't want to right now.
I'm going to try and make some food. Feel free to join in the food court.

-Choromatsu


[ Choromatsu himself is currently hanging out in the various kitchens, trying to make something. There's already cookies set out, but they're just plain chocolate this time. No creamy centers or icing art, he didn't have time with this batch. There's also going to eventually be some rice dishes, mainly simple fried rice and some attempts at omurice, but those are going to take a while. Because he's not that much of a cook and when he does cook it's not for this many people, plus it's with an entire kitchen he knows, ingredients included. He certainly won't turn down help or be insulted if anyone just makes their own food instead though. ]
burninglight: (soaring above our fears)

[personal profile] burninglight 2018-02-18 04:34 am (UTC)(link)
[Ardyn trailed off, falling silent like it took a moment to comprehend he'd been making any kind of sound at all.]

Wh-...oh. Th...thanks, I suppose.

Do you want to sit down?
everylittlesecret: (♬ Oh won't you come into my head)

[personal profile] everylittlesecret 2018-02-18 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
[Really out of it, isn't he.]

Only if I'm not a bother. If you'd rather be alone in your thoughts, I can come find you some other time.
burninglight: (was i born to simply die)

[personal profile] burninglight 2018-02-18 04:38 am (UTC)(link)
[boy is he]

No, it's..it's fine. I did already make the offer earlier.
everylittlesecret: (♩ We both know)

[personal profile] everylittlesecret 2018-02-18 04:41 am (UTC)(link)
True, but there wasn't a determined time as to when the offer could be fulfilled. Still...

[She sits down and sighs softly.]

You're not okay.
burninglight: (with no hope of release)

[personal profile] burninglight 2018-02-18 04:47 am (UTC)(link)
I find I'm never 'okay', recently.
everylittlesecret: (♪ You don't speak the language)

[personal profile] everylittlesecret 2018-02-18 04:49 am (UTC)(link)
Sounds about right. The rest likely feel the same.

[She picks at her nails for a moment.] I know I shouldn't be, but I'm glad we didn't in the end have to share secrets.
burninglight: (must i die to make things right)

[personal profile] burninglight 2018-02-18 04:54 am (UTC)(link)
...I've not told anyone, if what you said to me was the secret you had. It's not my concern to run about spreading gossip about everyone.
everylittlesecret: (♪ There's a fire burning up in here)

[personal profile] everylittlesecret 2018-02-18 04:58 am (UTC)(link)
[She snorts softly.] I wish that had been my secret. No... it was something no one back home but myself and a few doctors know. I kind of want to keep it that way since it doesn't really affect anyone here.
burninglight: (then i'll carry on too)

[personal profile] burninglight 2018-02-18 05:20 am (UTC)(link)
I doubt you'll have to worry about it now, if that helps at all. Somehow I doubt them likely to try the same thing twice.
everylittlesecret: (♪ We're gonna have a fight)

[personal profile] everylittlesecret 2018-02-18 05:23 am (UTC)(link)
And I'm likely to never get married, so double the no worry. Recycling ideas doesn't seem too much like the ones who are pulling the strings here's style.
burninglight: (can i bear to seek the truth)

[personal profile] burninglight 2018-02-18 05:29 am (UTC)(link)
No, it doesn't. Heavens forbid things should get repetitive.
everylittlesecret: (♪ You don't speak the language)

[personal profile] everylittlesecret 2018-02-18 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
We're likely to find something much worse next Tuesday. Which... sucks. I'm not looking forward to it.
burninglight: (then i'll carry on too)

[personal profile] burninglight 2018-02-18 05:45 am (UTC)(link)
Of course they'll try again, and I've no doubt things will only worsen from here.
everylittlesecret: (♬ You wanna know what I really think)

[personal profile] everylittlesecret 2018-02-18 05:48 am (UTC)(link)
.... though it leaves me a little torn, to be honest.... about the people here. Dare I keep getting closer, or should I cast them away? I've been thinking about this since we found Yuuri...
burninglight: (when it feels like a lie)

[personal profile] burninglight 2018-02-18 05:55 am (UTC)(link)
I find I'm having much the same problem. Accustomed as I am to solitude, I also find myself with the inexplicable desire to continue...whatever all of this is.

Humanity...hurts. More than I remembered it did. And I have yet to decide if human sentiment hurts more or less than isolating oneself.
everylittlesecret: (♩ We both know)

[personal profile] everylittlesecret 2018-02-18 05:59 am (UTC)(link)
I... intentionally became as much of a hermit as I could back home. It's very difficult here. Might be easier for the both of us just to keep entertaining these relationships we're building and hope it doesn't end in our deaths.
burninglight: (then i'll carry on too)

[personal profile] burninglight 2018-02-18 06:02 am (UTC)(link)
...I'm afraid even that isn't something I would hope for. But I think perhaps we're better served going along with it. Even were we to try avoiding them, they would only come looking for us eventually.
everylittlesecret: (♪ You don't speak the language)

[personal profile] everylittlesecret 2018-02-18 06:06 am (UTC)(link)
Kind of hard to avoid people when they've stuck us in mall kiosks with roommates. Unless you want to relocate or kick Hamlet out, you're stuck with that daily dose of interaction the moment you wake.
burninglight: (was i born to simply die)

[personal profile] burninglight 2018-02-18 02:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Basically, yes. It would be difficult to act as a hermit now, to say the least.
everylittlesecret: (♪ Coming out of my ears)

[personal profile] everylittlesecret 2018-02-18 09:34 pm (UTC)(link)
It's a bit of a pain. Though I guess you guys are all worth a little pain for now.
burninglight: (battle-scarred down to the bone)

[personal profile] burninglight 2018-02-18 09:36 pm (UTC)(link)
...I think that you're worth it, too.
everylittlesecret: (♬ Lie down in my head)

[personal profile] everylittlesecret 2018-02-18 10:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Are you getting sentimental on me?
burninglight: (living in so much despair)

[personal profile] burninglight 2018-02-18 10:25 pm (UTC)(link)
No one will ever believe you.



...Except that at this rate, they probably will. Damn.
everylittlesecret: (♩ Make your mark on my territory)

[personal profile] everylittlesecret 2018-02-18 11:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Would you rather seem like a cold, old man? I don't think that's possible anymore.