theairlock | the final week

[Eight weeks. Eight weeks of friendship and love, death and loss, hope and despair all muddled together in a cocktail that's too sweet on the tongue and leaves an acid-y pit in the stomach. With nine of them left (ten counting their dear but lone surviving host), things look darker than ever. Come Sunday morning the last of the Champions missing memories will be returned to them while they sleep. For some of them this will reveal answers, for others it might just be a fate worse than death. They could even be death.

But how does the song go? "It's always darkest before the dawn"?

There are no announcements from PAL this week. Not even morning and evening announcements.

Sunday Monday Tuesday

[ooc: Welcome to endgame, everyone! We're all very proud of you for making it all the way to the end. As you can see this is going to be a short IC week but we promise things will not be going down until this weekend (7/7-7/9). On Tuesday we'll be unveiling the OOC post for what to expect during the final investigation. There is no official AC this week, just a check-in and as mentioned above characters will be at their true canon points on Sunday morning.

Buckle up, kids, the ride's not over yet.]

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H-Heart...

[She uncurls, turns to him and wraps her arms around him, burying her face into the fur of his collar and clinging to him.Her breathing stutters and her face is damp but she's not sobbing. Just slow quiet tears that make her throat tight.

It's hard not to argue, not to insist that no one should forgive her. But she wants them to, whether she deserves it or not she wants to be at home here.]

's hard not to think I am... but... thank you, sugar. [Tipping her head just enough to brush a kiss against his jaw.]

Of course.

[The good thing about being alive is getting to move on from regrets. So he's sure she'll be alright, eventually.She has a family to get her there...]

...All of this reminded me a little... Well, the situation is very different, of course...

But I was reminded of someone else important to me.

Tell me about them...

Of all the things we've talked about you've mentioned your friends but never really told me about them. [She sits back just a little, enough to kiss him softly.]

Remembering them is how we keep them close... please?

...Her name was Medic. She was... special.

Right after our fight began, things were very dire. The first Kamen Rider appeared, defeating us one by one. It seemed like hope was lost for us. And then she just... appeared. This girl dressed entirely in white... Somehow, she had the ability to heal damaged Roidmudes. To me, she seemed almost like a goddess.

["Healing goddess" is what he'd called her multiple times...]

...That healing did... come at a cost. One I didn't realize at the time. It changed her. I didn't know that for a long time, though. To me she was always so kind. It always seemed to me as if she lit up the room just being there.

She must have been a ray of hope for you, at the time.

[A soft smile, another kiss, this time to his throat as she nuzzled against him.]

It sounds like you loved her an awful lot. Healing... always takes a toll. Means ya gotta see some a the worst in people to make it better.

She was. Without her, we never would have lasted as long as we did...

[It's fitting, almost, that losing her is what finally doomed them.]

It was... more literal, for her. You see, we... most Roidmudes... they had negative human emotions programmed into them, early on. ["They", not "we". Because he's somewhat of an exception.] When Medic healed them, she felt those emotions as well. Took them into her. And it changed her so much. Corrupted her...

I did love her. Perhaps that's what made me so blind to the fact that she... didn't really care about anyone except me.

[It hadn't seemed serious. She bickered with Brain, sure, but he didn't think it was... quite so bad.]

Behind my back, she even sacrificed other Roidmudes. When there were already so few of us.

[Her breath catches in her throat, the similarities to Ardyn are so striking it makes her heart ache. But to have someone you love and trust, someone so close to you, betray you so completely...

And have it not be their fault.]

You've already forgiven everything she did, haven't you?

[It's why he can forgive her so easily.]

...It was wrong of her. I was... very upset when I first found out.

[The first and only time he yelled at her. And even when he'd calmed down he'd just shut her out. Walked past her like she didn't exist, because he couldn't acknowledge her at that moment. But...]

But understanding her feelings... and seeing how she felt when I found out... How could I possibly not forgive her?

[No one would have blamed him if he hadn't, he's sure. But even Shinnosuke had understood her feelings, chosen to spare her when he could've ended her life right there.]

...She was better, from that point on. It didn't change what she'd already done. But it changed who she was going forward.

You gave her a second chance... that's more than most would do.

I'm glad you did and that she took it and made herself better. [No matter how likely you are to be hurt by it the joy and satisfaction of helping someone become better than their past was worth the risks. She only wishes she'd been able to give Credence that opportunity.]

I wish people were more willing ta give Clarith that chance too...

[She still can't believe that so many people are mad at Clarith when, by rights, they should have been furious with her.]

Hm. Right at the end... for just a moment... I got to see her as she used to be again.

[And then she was gone.]

...Clarith is a complicated issue. I'll forgive her in time myself, but first I - as well as some of the others here, I'm sure - do need that time.

It just don' seem fair, I s'pose... so many willin ta forgive me for-

[She swallows hard, bites her lip. No, she can't say it. Not yet.]

But then still bein so angry with her.

the final week

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