week 7

[airlockedmods]

[For the first time in several weeks there is no new memorial in the garden. No new body in the morgue, no bloody mess for the roombas to clean. Choromatsu is still in need of time to heal and constant vigilance but he's alive. They're all alive for once on a Sunday and, even with the terrible realizations their returning memories may bring, there's a sense of hope for the first time in a long time.

There is no new floor this week.

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[ooc: Don't forget to to turn in your activity for week 6, submit your memory regains and put in your threads for the Benefactors!]

Comments

[motherfucking_ghost]

Oh-yeah I'm-super-fine I'm-just-moving-real-fast like-REAL-fast everything-is-slow-and-the-lights-are-bright-and-I'm-like-a-race-car! I-feel-like-I'm-normal-and-everyone-else-is-slow??

Are-you-okay? You-gotta-tell-me-if-you're-not-okay cuz-that-motive-was-fucked-up it-was-really-fucked-up.

[myocordial]

...Right. I see. [Jesus Church, breathe.] I wonder if this is what it felt like for people when I slowed down time...

[It sure seems like that might be the case.]

No, I'm... alright. It certainly was messed up, we're in agreement there. And I won't say it hasn't been on my mind. But that's all.

[motherfucking_ghost]

[WHAT'S BREATHING HE CAN BREATHE REALLY FAST IF YOU WANT]

Are-you-sure cuz-we're-friends and-friends-talk-to-each-other-about-fucked-up-shit-sometimes and-I wanna make-sure-you're-okay and-keep-you-company-if-you-need.

[kick kick kick kick--he stops in mid-kick, then rolls over in the seats with his chin propped in his hands. kicking shall resume!]

I-thought-about-it-if-I'm-honest I-really-thought-about-it-for-a-hot-second but-I-think-almost-everyone-did-so-it's-okay don't-feel-guilty-or-anything.

[myocordial]

Are you really in the right state of mind for a conversation like that right now?

...Well. If we are being completely honest... I did as well. [Think about it, that is. But considering he has a long list - an actual literal list even - of people whose fates he'd want to change, that's not a surprise.] Not a serious consideration, of course. Even if you weren't my friends... Even if all of you meant absolutely nothing to me, it's not in my nature to simply trade lives in such a way.

[motherfucking_ghost]

Just-because-you-think-I'm-talking-fast doesn't-mean-my-mind's-not-in-the-right-state, bro. [Even if he was perhaps a slight bit more eccentric. Still him. Just fast. Words too fast and mouth too slow.] At-least-you're-smart-and-moral-enough to-not-really-do-it cuz-you're-too-good-to-just-believe-PAL I-mean-who-would-just-blatantly-trust-PAL over-something-like-this am-I-right?

[myocordial]

Of course I don't trust him. Not even a little. And even if I did, I wouldn't want to be... indebted to him. I don't want his "help".

If there is any fate to be changed, I'd much rather do that myself. Without selling out my... [He hesitates. Word choice is... important here.] ...friends.

[Friends for friends. It would be an awful trade.]