[ Yeah he's just... not going to focus on it for now. All he knows is Takumi and everyone else saved him and like Queenie said, that's the important thing. ]
So you two... [ he means you too Heart ] and Nari-san... and Takumi... all saved me...
[ He sniffles again and attempts to reach up weakly to wipe his own eyes, trying to ignore whatever pain he may feel in his arms, the reminder of what he did. His voice is strained. ]
I... I'm sorry...
[ He feels stupid. Like a stupid, selfish asshole. He knew what he was going to do would hurt everyone. The days he spent carefully writing his letter, already decided on doing this for days... all that time he knew it would. But he took that risk anyway. He figured things would eventually continue on as they always did here. Another death, another tally on the wall. A memorial would be made but they'd move on as well as they could. But knowing they all actually scrambled to save him and succeeded and have probably been worried sick about him for however long he was out...
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[ Yeah he's just... not going to focus on it for now. All he knows is Takumi and everyone else saved him and like Queenie said, that's the important thing. ]
So you two... [ he means you too Heart ] and Nari-san... and Takumi... all saved me...
[ He sniffles again and attempts to reach up weakly to wipe his own eyes, trying to ignore whatever pain he may feel in his arms, the reminder of what he did. His voice is strained. ]
I... I'm sorry...
[ He feels stupid. Like a stupid, selfish asshole. He knew what he was going to do would hurt everyone. The days he spent carefully writing his letter, already decided on doing this for days... all that time he knew it would. But he took that risk anyway. He figured things would eventually continue on as they always did here. Another death, another tally on the wall. A memorial would be made but they'd move on as well as they could. But knowing they all actually scrambled to save him and succeeded and have probably been worried sick about him for however long he was out...
He feels so guilty. ]