[ ...honestly he wouldn't even mind that. He might kinda like it even. He likes girls that can easily top him and also mother the shit out of him. A "momme" if you will.

He lets her hug him though. But he's not as snuggly as he was Thursday. ]

I'm... not sure I even know how to try anymore.

You say being out here is better... but I don't even know what I'm doing. I don't even feel like me some mornings.

It feels like everything is happening but I'm just here watching.