Week 5

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[As with the weeks before, life in the Fantasy Sweet returns to something resembling normalcy with shocking efficiency. The second floor rest area and Adventure Zone Death Orb Room are spotless again, the demon glitter has been vacuumed, the deflated orbs have been replaced. It's like none of it ever happened, like three more friends aren't dead and stored away in the guest house morgue.

There's a new floor to explore, their "reward" for a job well done.]

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[ooc: Don't forget to to turn in your activity for week 4, submit your memory regains and put in your threads for the Benefactors!]

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[scourgingstars]

Oh, believe me. I have several contingency plans at the moment.

[does this seem like the kind of lunatic who is also stupid, church]

...Do you really think that's possible? I suppose it did happen once, but with so much called into question over what is or isn't strictly real about us I'm not so certain this will be easily rid of. And simply putting it on someone else seems an undesirable outcome.

[motherfucking_ghost]

[he's just saying you can't plan for every possible outcome!!!]

Didn't say it'd be easy, and if this really is a matter of data manipulation, we don't have to put it in anyone. Whether it's a computer program or Junpei's morphogenic bullshit or something of the sort--they can move powers around. They can dampen powers. There's no reason not to think they can simply take them away.

...Which, I guess that's a contingency plan right there, huh.

[scourgingstars]

[Ardyn looked back at his right hand without answering at first, trying to consider that. Did it make any difference if this was gone or not? It didn't change any of what he'd already done--depending on what else he had yet to remember, that may have been worse than the death of just one Oracle. How would he even proceed as a human other than go mad from the knowledge of what he'd done and what he might yet have wanted to do?]

[If he went back to what he was, would anything he'd ever done have mattered at all?]

[motherfucking_ghost]

[There's no immediate reaction and...he's not really sure how to take that. Of course there's no jumping for joy, but he also doesn't shoot it down immediately. He hasn't forgotten about their conversation, about the Chosen Kid, about the end.

Maybe he's wrong. Maybe...of course he should've put the idea out there, but maybe it's too much to hope that Ardyn would want that.

What's another 60 years? Being human, getting to feel like he did in the few days, but all the time, and maybe dying of old age--maybe even with people that care about him?

But that is not Church's choice.]

If you...

...What you said before. You--

[He doesn't want to make any promises he can't keep.]

I want to give you options. And I want for you to be able to choose from those options. And if you...decide...

[Think about the words. Words are so hard. Words slip through his grasp when he needs them the most, a stuttery start and stop, and there's nothing he can really say to truly make this any easier, is there?]

I'm here for you. By your side.

[scourgingstars]

...Don't lie to me.

[There was nothing confrontational to that; just a quiet insistence.]

Even you won't be at my side if I really do go through with this. You're not that kind of terrible.

[motherfucking_ghost]

That's not what I mean. I don't mean that, because yeah, I'm gonna think you're wrong, and I'm gonna argue, and no, I don't want you to fucking genocide a world.

...I'm just. I'm saying.

[He presses a hand to his head, looking away and making a frustrated noise. After a moment, he lets his fingers run through his hair.]

I'm not with you on ending your world, but if you want to end yourself, after all this, that part I back you on.

Is what I'm trying to say.

[scourgingstars]

[Clarith really hadn't gotten the point at all; that had been frustrating. If he really had been like this for so long, it was little wonder to Ardyn why he was insane. Being able to die somehow sounded like a spectacular idea, all the better if he could make the Astrals pay for what they'd done in the process.]

[At least there was someone who understood the first half.]

[Ardyn raised his hand slightly...hesitated, like he wasn't sure what he was doing...and then settled it on Church's shoulder.]

That kind of sympathy might be your downfall one day.

[motherfucking_ghost]

[The significance is not lost on him, that Ardyn is willingly making contact. He acknowledges it with a look, that's all, so as to not chase the moment away.

In fact, he barks a little laugh that rings sharply in the room of the dead. (The utter fucking irony.)]

A backhanded compliment and a warning, that's impressive. Y'know, it's funny... There is absolutely nobody back home who would ever have said or even thought anything like that about me. Maybe this place is really changing me.

[scourgingstars]

If it helps the matter, I have a strong suspicion no one's told me they're by my side in a very, very long time.

[...]

Perhaps we'll be fortunate and it may yet change both of us.

[motherfucking_ghost]

Hey, there's always hope. Well. Everyone else's hope. What a fucking pair of disasters we make, huh?