Ahhhhh what the hell. I can't believe how much I missed.

[She belonged with that group at least in spirit, and you can't tell her otherwise.]

Being happy isn't that simple. I'd be a hell of a lot happier if this was all over. But... I'm still happy that I got to meet you all. I'm happy that you're still here.

People's feelings are complicated.

But if that means I get to spend more time with you then... that's her loss.