[ He sighs and rubs at the back of his neck. ]

Look... if I can help it, I won't die here. It's always gonna be on my mind, but if I'm gone, who's going to help protect you guys?

If I die, I won't be able to see your home. So if it comes to that... I won't hesitate. But I'll do whatever I can to survive. Besides, if I died knowing I made you sad? I'd never be able to forgive myself.