[that really is the million dollar question, and he hasn't let himself even finish asking it when it begins to creep up in his thoughts. what he has to do in greenvale is so far removed from what he's willing to do in this place that he can't answer. he can't undo two lives with seventeen more, not for his own sake, but even as much as he regrets what he's already done, he knows that it's nowhere near over and he isn't done with him yet.]
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...I don't know.