You don't. [does it mean that there isn't much "stuff" there, or just that Max knows how to handle his? he can't picture repression, not with this guy, but he is envious of whatever's there that lets him live, lets him take care of others, whether it's a clear conscience or a personal strength.]
Were you ever like that, or- could you always live with who you were?
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Were you ever like that, or- could you always live with who you were?