[She's prepared for the short term for so long. Get through one day, get through another, and another, and another and it doesn't end it just loops on repeat until you can't take it anymore but there's no one to go to, and no one to turn to, only you and you can't remember what it's like to turn to someone and say help me I can't do this.
And then. Someone reminded her about living. That even in a situation where you could be dead tomorrow, the sunset that evening might be the most beautiful you've ever seen. You might find something delicious to eat, or get told something that makes you laugh so deeply you feel it from your fingers to your toes.
Maybe they'll be dead by the end of the week. But planning for the long term is a luxury she'd never have back home. That was taken from her. So she's going to indulge herself.]
If you find something, let me know. And I'll tell you which of these looks the most appetising if you don't.
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[She's prepared for the short term for so long. Get through one day, get through another, and another, and another and it doesn't end it just loops on repeat until you can't take it anymore but there's no one to go to, and no one to turn to, only you and you can't remember what it's like to turn to someone and say help me I can't do this.
And then. Someone reminded her about living. That even in a situation where you could be dead tomorrow, the sunset that evening might be the most beautiful you've ever seen. You might find something delicious to eat, or get told something that makes you laugh so deeply you feel it from your fingers to your toes.
Maybe they'll be dead by the end of the week. But planning for the long term is a luxury she'd never have back home. That was taken from her. So she's going to indulge herself.]
If you find something, let me know. And I'll tell you which of these looks the most appetising if you don't.