...which you could have allowed to happen on its own. It does not explain why you interfered.

But if you saw an opportunity, somewhere you could act and return to your home- especially where you could have the safety of knowing at least one of those deaths would not have your hand on it...

...answer me this, Alec. We found the bodies early. Why put your laundry in the wash and force yourself to wear that ridiculous outfit, knowing what was in store?