...The state of my home isn't good. Even if I survive this time-- I don't know if there's really anywhere for me to go or anyone to go to.

[Although she's trying to stay positive, focused on the goal of surviving to protect the people back home she cares about... she doesn't really know if that's really possible. Still. Just to make sure he doesn't get the wrong impression--]

B-but that doesn't mean I'm giving up.