You were also... different then. I don' have the excuse of somethin awful inside me influencing-

[A shaky sigh.]

I made this decision all on my own. Tani sure didn' help, encouraging me an all. But... I did it and I gotta face that. Deal with... with him not bein here. [It's the first time she's let herself really acknowledge that and she might just end up clinging to Ardyn a little.]