And if I hadn't found that bottle in my pocket there's a good chance all of you would've died because of me. She saved all of you... at the cost of me and I- I'm glad she did.

I never wanted to hurt all of you. But when there's that many lives on the line how could I possibly just... walk away from that? You have every right to be mad at me, to hate me even, but don't blame her when she saved you all.

[Which is not the point and somewhere she knows that. But in the face of everything she's done and how horrible she feels about it casting one vote that had been the reason the rest of them had lived? It seemed such a small thing to be angry about.]