Why? After everything, all that I did no matter the reasons, why am I alive and Noctis isn't?

[This wasn't right. It wasn't right, the once helpless and hapless prince and Ifrit's flame and Bahamut's armiger--I will await you but he didn't, he couldn't possibly have been there or he wouldn't be here at all-]

[Ardyn had won everything he'd wanted for two thousand years and never once felt like he'd lost so decisively until that moment.]

...Why should...I have been the one saved instead of him?