Really Fucking Complicated, got it. No, really, that's...that's probably the title you should give whatever that is.
It's funny, I...
It's--
[Feelings are MEGA hard.]
I spent over a year alone, and I still miss her every day, but it's...it's better. It sucks, but it's not like an all-consuming thought. And I still...love her.
Like, wildly, madly, deeply, stupidly super wholly in love with her.
...But I gotta just deal with the fact that I'm probably never gonna see her again. I'll probably never know what really happened to her. [haha about that] I think this place...helps? A little? Almost. Puts things in perspective.
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It's funny, I...
It's--
[Feelings are MEGA hard.]
I spent over a year alone, and I still miss her every day, but it's...it's better. It sucks, but it's not like an all-consuming thought. And I still...love her.
Like, wildly, madly, deeply, stupidly super wholly in love with her.
...But I gotta just deal with the fact that I'm probably never gonna see her again. I'll probably never know what really happened to her. [haha about that] I think this place...helps? A little? Almost. Puts things in perspective.