The last desire of a man who you insist is dead. But he's not. You're not. And you're not some uncontrollable monster. Roland? Roland had an uncontrollable demon inside of him. You don't!

Maybe you just want to pretend like that part of you is dead because it's safer, isn't it? It's so much easier pushing things away instead of holding on to every bit of feeling you can. Because feeling is scary, feeling means you get hurt and you're just so fucking scared you'd rather be dead inside than risk getting hurt again.

Well guess what, Ardyn. Living means getting hurt sometimes.