She said she needed more time. And...fuck it, who am I to tell her how she does or doesn't deal with her shit. At least she got to know before experiencing it. She had a damn autobiography. Her life's literally an open book; she actually let people read it.
Experiencing it first hand is different, but I just...don't know how to get her to let for for two seconds and have a good time. I don't think even I could make her laugh. Smile, yeah, but not laugh. I even suggested she make a blanket fort, Ardy. Who doesn't love a blanket fort? Even you'd think it was a quaint waste of time, key word being quaint.
So I'm not what she needs. [Nobody needs me!] You might be, but she has to let it, and she's just not ready for that, I guess.
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She said she needed more time. And...fuck it, who am I to tell her how she does or doesn't deal with her shit. At least she got to know before experiencing it. She had a damn autobiography. Her life's literally an open book; she actually let people read it.
Experiencing it first hand is different, but I just...don't know how to get her to let for for two seconds and have a good time. I don't think even I could make her laugh. Smile, yeah, but not laugh. I even suggested she make a blanket fort, Ardy. Who doesn't love a blanket fort? Even you'd think it was a quaint waste of time, key word being quaint.
So I'm not what she needs. [Nobody needs me!] You might be, but she has to let it, and she's just not ready for that, I guess.