The 10 of swords in this position it... represents you. Your current situation. And this card means... Desolation. The lowest point, ruin, collapse... mental breakdowns.
I'm so sorry, sweetie.
[She pauses, holding her breath as she turns the other cards over, slowly letting it out only once the last card is faced up.]
The main obstacle blocking you is definitely a person, or at least the memory of one, someone practical and skilled, powerful and consistently growing more so. In the past you've been separated, intellectual but distant. Inspired but with no consistency. You felt like a victim of fate, unable to make your own choices or take your future in your own hands. There's a possibility of becoming something greater than you are, expanding your power but that comes with great risk. Compromising your moral integrity.
Right now you're trying to heal, to move forward. Doing so means examining yourself and your actions in the past. Not, necessarily comfortable but necessary for growth. Especially when everything around you is so chaotic. There's no cohesion, no single driving plan or purpose, which is what you've defined you life by. You hope for Justice to win out. And it can, but you have to think positively, be decisive and fair, no matter how tempting it is to give in to darker emotions.
There's so much potential for growth, and you can achieve that by putting your skills to work, making progress towards becoming that better person. Becoming the best of your people, honoring their sacrifice by becoming someone they would all be proud of. It's your right, your place... to show us the best of what you can be.
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I'm so sorry, sweetie.
[She pauses, holding her breath as she turns the other cards over, slowly letting it out only once the last card is faced up.]
The main obstacle blocking you is definitely a person, or at least the memory of one, someone practical and skilled, powerful and consistently growing more so. In the past you've been separated, intellectual but distant. Inspired but with no consistency. You felt like a victim of fate, unable to make your own choices or take your future in your own hands. There's a possibility of becoming something greater than you are, expanding your power but that comes with great risk. Compromising your moral integrity.
Right now you're trying to heal, to move forward. Doing so means examining yourself and your actions in the past. Not, necessarily comfortable but necessary for growth. Especially when everything around you is so chaotic. There's no cohesion, no single driving plan or purpose, which is what you've defined you life by. You hope for Justice to win out. And it can, but you have to think positively, be decisive and fair, no matter how tempting it is to give in to darker emotions.
There's so much potential for growth, and you can achieve that by putting your skills to work, making progress towards becoming that better person. Becoming the best of your people, honoring their sacrifice by becoming someone they would all be proud of. It's your right, your place... to show us the best of what you can be.