[It takes her a lot not to pull away from that hug. She lets out a shuddering sigh, closing her eyes.]
Queenie... You don't get it. I tried. I let Junpei be there for me. He almost died and now is down half an arm. Rhys died. I'm pretty sure after that fight we had that Church is just pretending to like me. Nishi I haven't wanted to bother since you need him... Every time I let myself get close to someone, something happens and I don't have them for that anymore. I'd rather be the one there for people. It's easier. It's safer. I know I have friends, but you guys aren't my therapists. I'm happy just knowing people still eat what I cook and they let me give them tattoos.
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Queenie... You don't get it. I tried. I let Junpei be there for me. He almost died and now is down half an arm. Rhys died. I'm pretty sure after that fight we had that Church is just pretending to like me. Nishi I haven't wanted to bother since you need him... Every time I let myself get close to someone, something happens and I don't have them for that anymore. I'd rather be the one there for people. It's easier. It's safer. I know I have friends, but you guys aren't my therapists. I'm happy just knowing people still eat what I cook and they let me give them tattoos.