[ Boy, Church, it's almost like she's been headed towards a collapse the entire time. ]
...My memories this week... I... Remembered everything since I fled to Aceid. Mikaela and I... We became maids for the Freezises, practically became family. They were... Friends with King Kyle Marlon. He... He likes Mikaela, but he was engaged, so he... Broke it off.
[ ...She's wringing her hands as she speaks. ]
...She retaliated by ordering the death of every Elphe woman until she could find the one Kyle liked. So many died. We tried to hide her--drugged her and hid her in a well, since she'd rather stay with me. I was... I was captured by the army, and...
[ ........She trails off. Shrinking in on herself. ]
...It didn't matter that I didn't talk no matter what they did. Two months like that... Didn't matter. Mikaela was still killed... I couldn't do anything. I can never do anything. I survived something I shouldn't have because... Because I don't look like a native of Elphegort. It should have been me, Church.
[ Everything just. Spills out. Because she can't keep all of that despair and pain in anymore. Sorry, Church, you just happened to have been the one to poke the dam just right and get it to release. ]
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...My memories this week... I... Remembered everything since I fled to Aceid. Mikaela and I... We became maids for the Freezises, practically became family. They were... Friends with King Kyle Marlon. He... He likes Mikaela, but he was engaged, so he... Broke it off.
[ ...She's wringing her hands as she speaks. ]
...She retaliated by ordering the death of every Elphe woman until she could find the one Kyle liked. So many died. We tried to hide her--drugged her and hid her in a well, since she'd rather stay with me. I was... I was captured by the army, and...
[ ........She trails off. Shrinking in on herself. ]
...It didn't matter that I didn't talk no matter what they did. Two months like that... Didn't matter. Mikaela was still killed... I couldn't do anything. I can never do anything. I survived something I shouldn't have because... Because I don't look like a native of Elphegort. It should have been me, Church.
[ Everything just. Spills out. Because she can't keep all of that despair and pain in anymore. Sorry, Church, you just happened to have been the one to poke the dam just right and get it to release. ]