So you would rather spend your entire mortal life in servitude helping those who don't give a damn about you save only for what you can do for them?! And when that's done and you've fallen beneath the crushing, endless weight of all that you shouldered, they'll throw you aside because you're of no use to them anymore!

You're human, you complete imbecile, with the ability to do something other than hate and the ability to feel more than just anger, so live for yourself for once in your short, pointless life!