[ Going back to the tea and getting it steeping now the water's done but -- ah. That gives her pause. ]

... I don't... actually know...?

[ She sounds a bit lost even as she says it, staring down at the tea leaves stewing in the steeper. ]

I just... I still can't really take it in. Just this week, me and Angel-chan were talking about... where we wanted to go after all this. She wanted to see the ocean, try ice cream and yakisoba with us and I... I just don't understand how we could talk like that and then...

[ she trails off and sighs, folding her arms across her chest like she's hugging herself. ]

I'm just so tired.