Yes.

[ She doesn't even bother trying to keep the frustration out of her voice. ]

And... I don't even know how much of that is something they did to me here or if it's something I... if it's something that happened to me before all this.

I don't even remember enough about her to work out who she was. I just know she was so important and so small and-- and I had to protect her. And I couldn't even do that.

When we ran away again, we got caught. They pulled me up, like it was just me they needed and this girl... kicked the bear. Stamped on it. If... if that bear was really Ruu, then...

[ she doesn't really have to say it, does she? ]