[There is a very real and very frightened part of him that wants to scream what are you asking ME for in her face. But he tells that part of him to shut the fuck up and get the fuck out.
Because he's captain of his chucklefuck team, and if he can help them survive the stupidity storm that is their collective lives with himself being just about the only casualty, then so fucking help him, he can do it for this chucklefuck team.]
Well, if hope's a bit much to grasp for, there's always the next best thing to keep you going. Spite.
Spite is a great motivator. These guys want to see you lose it and murder each other and die? Well that's just some tough shit, Nancy, cuz you're not gonna give 'em the satisfaction. They want you to be a dancing death monkey for entertainment? Screw them, reality tv sucks anyway.
They want us to stay here in their dollhouse? We go kick their doors down. In spite of everything we're facing right now.
Do I have a plan to make that happen? Hehehell no, but I'm not letting that stop me. Do my memories suck? Increasingly, but I'm not letting that stop me. Because that would be the easy and placid thing to do. Fuck that. I wanna see this through to the end, march up to the network director's office, and see the look on that motherfucker's face.
If joy isn't working out for you, I find a potentially unhealthy dose of anger really gets the blood going.
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Because he's captain of his chucklefuck team, and if he can help them survive the stupidity storm that is their collective lives with himself being just about the only casualty, then so fucking help him, he can do it for this chucklefuck team.]
Well, if hope's a bit much to grasp for, there's always the next best thing to keep you going. Spite.
Spite is a great motivator. These guys want to see you lose it and murder each other and die? Well that's just some tough shit, Nancy, cuz you're not gonna give 'em the satisfaction. They want you to be a dancing death monkey for entertainment? Screw them, reality tv sucks anyway.
They want us to stay here in their dollhouse? We go kick their doors down. In spite of everything we're facing right now.
Do I have a plan to make that happen? Hehehell no, but I'm not letting that stop me. Do my memories suck? Increasingly, but I'm not letting that stop me. Because that would be the easy and placid thing to do. Fuck that. I wanna see this through to the end, march up to the network director's office, and see the look on that motherfucker's face.
If joy isn't working out for you, I find a potentially unhealthy dose of anger really gets the blood going.