[ Yeah, it's not. Has anyone ever been there for him like this? Besides Billiken, besides... no, that was it. ]
He's all I have. Fuck. Had.
[ His laughter is dying down now, which of course means he might start crying soon. But yakuza don't cry. He doesn't cry but he can hold her just as tightly. ]
If I could just-- I'd kill the fucker who did this, but. [ He chokes on the words. ] I'm fucked, Queenie-chan. Some no-name asshole with a gun fucking shot my old man... They paid him. That motherfucker Shibusawa must've... just ta keep me quiet after I fuckin'--
[ Definitely not not crying, ah well. He's angry more than anything (no, he's actually very sad.) He feels powerless. He was powerless. It's all way more than he wants to deal with now and he holds her tight because she's all he has right now. ]
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He's all I have. Fuck. Had.
[ His laughter is dying down now, which of course means he might start crying soon. But yakuza don't cry. He doesn't cry but he can hold her just as tightly. ]
If I could just-- I'd kill the fucker who did this, but. [ He chokes on the words. ] I'm fucked, Queenie-chan. Some no-name asshole with a gun fucking shot my old man... They paid him. That motherfucker Shibusawa must've... just ta keep me quiet after I fuckin'--
[ Definitely not not crying, ah well. He's angry more than anything (no, he's actually very sad.) He feels powerless. He was powerless. It's all way more than he wants to deal with now and he holds her tight because she's all he has right now. ]