He never stuck us in a space mansion on lockdown and had us murder each other, though, so at least that was going for me until this place.

[facehands for just a second sometimes he remembers what a giant fuck his life is]

So uh. Trainwreck. Yeah. I really have that urge to go back and know it's stupid because I'll remember more things, so. Trying really hard to be present and accounted for.