Heh, honestly, I think I understand. Whoooole different ballgame.

[He gives an awkward chuckle and runs his hand through his hair.] I uh, I was actually gonna marry this girl. Didn't work out. We uh...stuff happened. The war happened. We ended up different people. She was...different. Not through much fault of her own, but, y'know. And it would've been long distance, and it just--I realize it wasn't gonna work. So I didn't.

So no. 's not my first rodeo, cowboy.